god

January 21, 2025

The God who Sees Me

Infertility feels like being smashed against the rocks again and again and again without end. Infertility feels like death by a thousand paper cuts; daily triggers causing invisible emotional seizures which start and stop as they please. This pair of… Continue reading
May 23, 2024

Inertia

I don’t know how to write anymore. When I was waiting for H to arrive, the pain of being childless was so acute that the words flowed out of me. I couldn’t sleep for the noise inside my heart, and… Continue reading